I’ve decided to put something here, my feeling today. I know a girl, a smart girl, who wants to be respected, whose request to be met. Once a good friend, fallen apart, we are in two different world now, two circles without an intersection. Loving is the last and the hardest thing for me to give up on. I will try, at least this should be the best for her. I wonder how people would a have time for such a blog, as time is precious when people are working, perhaps after work, I think.
My life, My Style.
Now it is year 2006 A marvelous year of celebration! Rejoice! Rejoice for everything we acquired and the blessings God lavished on us. In life because of God’s grace and mercy, we could have such a wonderful place, though temporary, in which we are free to not to what we do not want. However, at times we are so in love with the world, and blind to see the true purpose of our lives. Jesus died on the cross, crucified. His blood washed away our sins. He’s called to serve. Jesus demonstrated to his 12 disciples what is service.
My emotional life is not stable, *swaying* here and there because of my concept of a Godly woman changes. And the perception of mine on what she should possesses changes. How should she behave? Should she has the characters similar to me or vastly different so as to be a complement? I start having doubts towards my initial decision on the girl I saw. Not purely because of feeling, I suddenly realize understanding transcends feeling and wisdom. To understand what God is doing in our lives is more important than to feel good for the service we render for Him, or how wise we could be in our advises to give to other people.