This is the first day I am learning how I can leave America for China. And it is a scary experience of on its own. It is like changing passwords for the first time and you realize many things that used to work no longer works. I have been in New York for almost 7 years, and I have experienced many things that marks the ups and downs being in New York City. Put it simply, I have lived my life as long as I understand I could cope with, and I am coming to an end of that journey. And this is the third leg of my journey in this world, born in Wuxi, followed by growing up years in Singapore and then adulthood in the United States of America.